so what do you want

the flowers you gave me are not yet wilting,
i'm starting to think they're not real.

the distant kind of lonely

there are two kinds of loneliness,
one which seeks comfort in the company of others, or of God
the other seeps through every conversation, every word, every action,
that in the end it feels like it will never end
It's the kind of loneliness one feels when he won't let God comfort him,

he just runs.

lost in translation

madalas,
lalo na pag hindi mo maintindihan ang mga binibigkas ng bibig
mas madali dumama.

O Hesus Hilumin Mo
-Bukas Palad

KORO:
O Hesus, hilumin Mo
Aking sugatang puso
Nang aking mahango
Kapwa kong kasimbigo

Hapis at pait Iyong patamisin
At hagkan ang sakit
Nang magningas ang rikit (KORO)

Aking sugatang diwa't katawan
Ay gawing daan
Ng 'Yong kaligtasan (KORO)



~
magpapasukan nanaman.
hindi pa ko handa.

sangkatutak na readings,
mahabang pila sa xeroxan,
at butas na bulsa!