tsokolate

kulay lupa
masarap at matamis
matigas pag malamig
at pag mainit natutunaw

gusto kong iukit ang iyong pag ibig

sa lupang kulay tsokolate
masarap at matamis mong panata
ako'y naninigas at natutunaw
halong init at lamig

disillusionment

pag sinabi mong bukas na ang iyong mata
ay nangangahulugang nakapikit ka nga
nananaginip
nagbubulagbulagan

sabi mo pa hindi
na totoo ka
pero nananaginip ka din
sinungaling

kuskos

para kuminis

pota nagpapakadeep nanaman ako. wala naman kinahihitnan.

nakikinig ako a.p. at b.b. ngayon.

sino ang tama?

biktima

bakit
bakit
nakakailang
ang tunog
ng sigaw
ng biktima

groundhog day

watched groundhog day at groundhog day!
and noah and abraham were brothers

ironies.

this is probably my last

phone call
goodbye
happy moment with you

new song

I need a new song.

and a favorite movie.

back to the habit

What's wrong with me? I just can't seem to make up my mind. I need something to point me to the right direction.

I hate broken things...i hate our broken washing machine. T_T

But I guess that's okay, to get my mind off of things.

I'm hungry.

last few hours of 2008

I am extremely lucky ;)
on any other day i'd say otherwise.
But i seriously am.

I mean im no superstar. Im not even rich or beautiful. But I am happy. I have friends, i;m not so sure which one of them will last, but i'm just grateful they're here right now. Plus our house is sparkly clean so I'm extremely glad ;)

My mom is happy and healthy, my family is dysfunctional but we love each other.

I'm healthy except for my infected toe.

I love my sisters. si jonas pa o! kahit gusto ko siya sakalin most of the time.

I just hope.....la lala lala

ok, im done. baka masunog pa ulam namin ;)

~elmo

bug

fooling around.

just hate and love this feeling.

must be around.

just wondering if you do to.



security seems underrated.

not by our brains but by our guts.

i hate dots.

and today we have a big one.

Band Name

I read this short story written in Heights and found this phrase I found very interesting. Boss said it seems nice as a band name.

am keeping my fingers crossed. Won;t reveal it so I won;t jinx it.

Janjun and roldan replied to my greetings! Im so glad! sana matuloy jamming soon. Si tochi nlng.


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Tagaytay was weird and fun. Gone horse back riding which I've dreamed of since I was a kid. Pag-ibig yung name ng kabayo. Highlight ng gabi ko un, though i really wished ung highlight ay yung bonding moments namin ng mga pinsan ko. Kaso matanda na kami. Parang may sarisarili na kaming mundo. Or baka ako lang un. hahaha.

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Why blog. Wala lang. tinulugan ako ni pam eh.

:(

SAna maging ok lahat.
whheee!!

Ride

This past few week has been one roller coaster ride
with the churning stomach and dizzy head
bright lights making lines on that dark blue canvass
and the exhilarating circles of ups and downs

I'm currently going down
Scared as hell
But oh well
Here we go

Finally.

bounty hunting

for lack of a better term, I am officially a geek.

Dont ask why. I dont have any plans on telling. I wish I lived in a 1st world country sometimes where i'd have my hollywood story. But hey I'm having fun cleaning up the mess of people who live THE life of kingpins!!!

Well anyways, life is wonderfully bland. Better put on some salt and spices cause this lady is off to a freakin' bounty hunt. The wanted villain? None other than ________. (Didn't think I was gonna spill did ya?)

It's time to put my game face on cause this time, I'm gonna get my hands dirty, if you know what I mean. If only my boss would be a little less annoying I'd be more subtle, but I guess I'd have to be a little bit more aggressive, time is ticking! Subtle is boring anyways.

Cheers! (I'd treat you if I get my reward!)

Rae Marle
Dated November 17

dead end

when you realize you're in love, you usually feel happy. But sometimes it's hard to be happy when you know it's a dead end.

i'm starting to hate how you make me feel

i f*cked up my day today
and i would blab about it to you
but hey,
you don't care, do you?

drunk

i smell white roses
the kind you never give me
unless you've done something wrong

and i would act surprised
and say you're still as sweet
as the day we met

and that i will love you
forever

and my wasted heart will love you

...i just wanted to tell you that
because it's Christmas
and everyone tells the truth when it's Christmas

paalam aking bulalakaw

though i am still hoping against the universe
that you will fall this way again

the most beautiful thing

At half past 5 this afternoon,
Just before the rain poured and the darkness sunk in,
Everything was yellow.

I recently removed my blue curtains,
Just so that i could wash them clean,
And I opened my window blinds,
Just to let the room breathe.

And there I was lying down on my bed,
swimming in the last rays of the sun
which entered through my window
listening to the sound of the people outside

Through the yellow I could see the silhouettes
Of the mutant ants marching along the vines
Which have grown on our house rails
Unattended, overlooked, forgotten.

salisi

I loved it when we were on the same side of the bed.

oh stupid! that never happened.