Saturday, December 16, 2006

prrrttt....^^,

kanina sa may tapat ministop, katips, may nakita akong rubber shoes na mejo okay pa naman at nasusuot pa...nakakalat lng sa gitna ng kalsada at walang umaangkin...tinanong ko pa ung mama dun kung sa kanya un... nde daw...maganda pa ang design...nakakaBV...

labo...

masarap kumain sa "flaming wings"

masarap daw ung hotdog na pinakuluan ko sabi nung isa kong kid sa san mats!
kahit na habang binabalatan ko ung hotdog, napuputol ko siya....nagmamadali kasi ako!
tsaka ung tinapay na tigpipiso nagustuhan nila, masarap tlga!
at may nadiscover ako, wala silang ref dun, kala ko lahat ng tao may ref! binigyan ko kasi sila ng ice candy na mainit, e iniinom nila ng ganun, sabi ko patigasin muna nila sa ref
yun pala, wala sila nun. ang ignoramus ko, wahahahay...

tpos hindi na muna iddissolve ang san mats! yoohoo!
at least kahit magulo araw ko, maganda naman ending!
hay!
gudnyt! Godbless!

Saturday, December 02, 2006

A Song from the Borderless

A little less,
A little more,
A little May be,
May be we'll be together someday,
When time is on our side.

A little yes,
A little no,
Oh baby
Don't you look at me,
May be, I told you
You've taken much from me.

Oh yeah, you push me
More than how I want to be.
I hate you,
Oh can't you just...
Go away.

So much pain,
So much grief,
So much hate,
So much
that I can't see
Anymore how you,
Swept me off my feet.

I never wanted...
I never wanted this for us,
If I could only get us back
When we didn't know much,
Didn't know each other,
Too much to fall, head deep in waters
Too much for us,
Too much for us,
To much...

I hate to think that we'd be apart
I hate to think that we'd be together.
Hold me now,
Hold me now.
Before we,
Break down.

Another fight,
I scream and shout
I've taken much from you,
We're even.
Oh please,
Make it stop,
Let's stop!
Too much for me and you.

I love you,
Don't go.
But I need you to go.
I love you,
Yes, I love you.

Thursday, November 30, 2006

Dead Man Walking

"There are spaces of sorrow only God can touch... "
- Sr. Helen

Hindi ako, Kung 'di IKAW

Dear Lord, Light of our lives,
Thank You for loving us without question,
For being there when we need You, even in times when we deny You.
Your are our constant companion,
Our Strength,
Our Everything.
We gather here today for You and Your cause,
To share Your love and celebrate Your Beauty
For in a world where our concept of beauty becomes blurry,
You shine forth and lead us back to Your love.
Allow us to see and experience You in everything we do.
Teach us how to offer ourselves even in our small ways.
Teach us to love as You have loved,
serve as You have served,
and live as you have lived.

So we give glory to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit,
As it was in the beginning, and now, and ever shall be,
World without end,
AMEN.

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

hotline

pag pray ko magclear na ang skies ng buhay mo...


pero kung hindi man, alam kong u'll survive the stroms....at pag kelangan mo ng rescue team, twag ka lang sa 1-000-rafaela

Thursday, November 23, 2006

nahuling pagtatampo

Funny how I could read,
Deep within the recesses of your mind.

Wonder how we Changed and forgot how we were,
with all the bright faces
trusting voices.

We heard without a sound.
I loved you as they said I should,
Too much? Too little?
Not so much in love anymore.

I kept the traces of black and white,
but colors, they fade...

As you start that journey, look back,
once,
everyday.
Forgetful mind - my enemy.

I hate you.
Don't make me hate you.
I kept much!
I kept them.

Doon Po Sa Taas

A baby beside me,
Too small to travel in a jeepney
Along this streets full of addicted children
With his mother

Love and Loving
Pain and Hurting
A line the poet could not read
And worse
-They ride...

A three-wheeled monster
which I hate most of the time,
they have a right to be greedy

I ride with them
to Paraiso
on my way home.

Sunday, October 29, 2006

para sa pintor

maligaya lahat sa pasko
sabi dun sa kanta
parang biro
hindi ka makahinga sa kapal ng usok
ng pasko

hindi ka makahinga

ang hangin ang buhay
wala ng hangin
sabi nung nagpipinta
ang kulay ng puti't itim
kinagisnan niya
naghalo

Sunday, October 22, 2006

belated!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iC0yrr--dHM#

galing sa nagbirthday kahapon

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Panawagan sa Hindi Nakaiintindi

Bakit kayo ganyan?
Walang maintindihan sa tula,
Binalot ng karanasang,
Hindi pa napalalim ng pagkakilanlan.

Gunaw

Ang kariktan ng buhay
Sinira ng peste,
Ipis na kumakaripas
Sa sinag ng ilaw

Namamatay.

Natatangay,
Ng alon ng luha,
Ang Sana
Ang Pag-asa.

In Short...

Dali!
Napapagod na ko magalit...

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

nawala

suminsay ka,
-baka namalikmata lamang

sinisid ang gubat,
gubat na nagbabahay sa kababalaghan,
kababalaghan ng buhay,
buhay na pilit tinatakbuhan.

namaos sa pagkanta,
pagkanta ng papuri,
papuri para sa kung kanino mang magliligtas,
sa iyo.

hayun na nga!
isang guni-guni,
guni-guning likha ng isip,
isip na mapanlinlang.

isip na hindi makasunod,
napapatanga,
sa daloy ng buhay,
buhay na maraming sanga.

payong

nalimutan ko magdala ng payong,
umuulan
nanaman

hindi niya ako pinayungan

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

Memories

There was a girl
who wrote about herself.
Her dolls, she described,
and most of her guise.
Oh yes she was an actress,
she pretended to be a mother,
a superhero.
and a daughter another time.
And her nephew was the dog,
her sister, still her sister.
Their house was made of pillows,
As well as the motorcycle which got them to the skies.
The old clock on the wall,
it had a key,
and when they turned it,
they'd reach the past and future.

Oh she was happy.
She was everything.
She had everything.

And so she wrote of the time
she was happy.
When she was everything.
and she had everything.
- It made her happy again,
it made people like her too,
For they don't pity her,
they read about her
of the Past,
not Now;
for the Future.

Lie

Why did I do it?
May be because I loved you too much
Or too little.

So much words you should have said,
if only to make me believe;
I might have changed my mind,
I might have stopped praying
for a miracle
which never came.

One more word to tell me
that you're on my side.
I had no fear, I had no doubts,
'til you stopped lying.

Pretty songs for a broken girl
- all you needed
but you risked it
How could you?

"Break her again
Touch her again
Fool her all over again"
I would have gladly flown

Monday, September 04, 2006

naghihikahos

salamat sa iyo kung hindi namatay na siguro ako.
- isang langgam na inanod ng baha.
biglang umulan,
hindi ko inasahan.
buti na lang naalala kita,
- ang yakap mong kailangang kamtin.

meron pang bagang natira,
pwede pa hanggang bukas.

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

A Prayer

I've forgotten how to pray.

As I have stopped to rest
On your shoulders,
I slept,
And dreamt of odd things
But never of You.
I listen hard
But hear only my voice.
Calling out
Hoping
That You'd save me one more time.

Have I slipped to far,
And grown too old?
Has my heart stopped loving,
As I know I've loved before?

Teach me how to hear.
Show me How to rest.
I'm too tired to figure things out on my own,
Too tired of being old.

Teach me to trust again,
To live again.

Teach me to love,
For I want to know,
how to love you best.

Thursday, August 10, 2006

He was laughing again,
Because of me.

I saw him once among the stars,
Now he's with me.
Laughing,
And I, Loving; though I did not know it then.

I wanted to cry,
how I waited for this.

Should I embarass myself,
I would not care.
He'd laugh still.

How I longed for his laughter,
Though I know it's because I was foolish;
He never got tired of seeing me,
never got tired of listening.

And though he never kissed my lips,
he kissed my soul.

Aug 9: The Day They Left

I am crippled.
They carry me on their shoulders,
one by one.
They were kind
and funny;
and now I'm blind.
They read for me,
word per word.
They were patient
and polite;
Now I am deaf.
They guide my touch
inch per inch.
They were soft
though at times crude.

And now i'm grown;
too heavy to be carried around,
too deaf to be read upon,
too dumb to be guided.