she hopes that closing time would not come

I juts regained my dignity...!!! bwahaha....pero syempre hindi dapat mahalaga un...jokjokjok lng...paranoid ako eh....at obviuosly malabo rin ako

~~~
tonight's our last show (>_<,) and I am so happy!!!!!!!!!

but im really sad at the same time...the people there have been great and they all are really good people. doing it became so meaningful. we were a fellowship more than a cast. And of course no one can put this all together but the kindhearted and selfless direk who never gets tired of helping others. I pray that people appreciate what he is doing and join the mission: it has been a fulfilling and meaningful mission, but nonetheless it is a very hard mission, if not the hardest one. To be able to ultimately succeed, we need more people serving and following Christ.

Somehow I am not sure if I could offer my whole self, but I hope to try. It would take so much effort for I could be so weak, selfish and materialistic at times.
we can do this!

~~~
ang saya saya! I have a cd of DC Talk which direk gave to me just earlier! I feel so privileged! I thought that I was afraid before, but now I realize I respect and idolize him more than anything else. He lives in Christ and that makes him one of the best disciples I know.
ps. and he also gave me a copy of matt nathanson....at angganda ng mga kanta! waaa...

ppppprrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrttttttttttttttthhhhhhhh............

kinakabahan ako!

un lng

bow

.

wala lng...

happy valentine's day!
masaya ako kasi masaya naman ang araw kahit hindi gaanong exciting! may mga nalaman ako...pero mejo malabo pa sila...
tpos ininvite ako ni direk magvolunteer para sa band theory sa summer!!! ASTEEGG!!!


at prayer ko na sana wag mangyari ung kinakatakutan ko...hay...
Godbless palagi!

linggo ng pagbabago

there's a lot of things that happened to this week!
time just seems to fly and takes me by surprise... I feel lucky and blessed because of so many things:
1. I'm officially head over heels in love with Koine, not that I wasn't before, it's just that when I'm alone I can't help but think of ways to give more of myself to the mission, and when I'm with my friends I can't stop talking about how kind and selfless direk is. I hope this love sustains me and my body... and I hope my inhibitions do not overpower me.
2. I got in the Acil council which is both scary and exciting at the same time. I'm still having doubts if I deserve it, I hope I do. And I really hope that I do this well, it's really important for me. And I really hope to give my heart to this...Lord help me!!!
3. I passed Spanish supertest...which I really thought I would fail, and surprisingly, I got a good grade...^^,
4. I got a b+/a for my orals in POS61=RC. can I just say that this is SO COOL! tnxtnxtnxtnx po talaga!
5. Friends and family family! Nagchat kami ni ate ruselle nung nakaraang araw. At i was able to chat with old friends, at nakakatuwa talaga!
6. Direk gave me a cd of Matt nathanson and I love his songs

things that are not quite good but nonetheless are part of my life
1. theo test....fate=faith?
2. One of my best friends will undergo an operation.
3. CD burner is not working
4. My friends might make the same mistake I made before, hope they don't... hope I'm wrong...
5. may gf na ata pseudocrush ko....hmph...
6. Some of my closest friends can't watch my play...for certain reasons...T_T
7. nde pa rin kami nagkikita ni nicosai, at may sakit ata sya ngaun.
8. nag away si kris at reniel.

Hay...all in all, masaya naman ang buhay.... I feel like my life is meaningful, especially because of Koine and Acil and the people who trust me.

~~~
Now I pray that everyone gets to be loved and trusted...
not just because it's valentine's, but because we are created because and for love.

Happy Valentine's day! < advance >

ps: sana gumaling si nicosai at makapanuod siya

nakakaewan

ang tagal nating nag-usap, nahinog na tuloy ung manggang hilaw ko!

bwahahah! nde naman tlga...nakakatuwa lang isipin

>_< <<< crosses my fingers so that you all would come!

barya

tapos na ang first week ng play namin!
at super napapagod ako....pero never have i been so fulfilled, knowing why i am doing this.
The people there pushes me to be more, serve more.
I'm pulled so strongly by Koine's mission that I keep thinking this is what I want to do.
Direk's trust helped me trust myself.
And thanx to kuya Mark's advice I keep telling myself: "Not me, but You!", trying to make sure my selfishness would not get in the way.

Puno lang ako ng gratitude ngayon. I feel so blessed just by being part of this and being able to help in any small way that i could.

~~~
hinawaan ata ako ni burn ng sipon...
sana maging successful po ulet kami this week, for You Lord, not for us.
~~~
masunget si marvin...kakagising lang...

never have i been so in love with life and humanity

i want to immortalize this moment when i know for certain that i have done something greater than myself. Nothing beats that feeling when you're just so tired that you can sleep standing in the lrt or in a bug infested bus, yet still know that you'd never get tired of being tired for those you love.


this feeling rarely comes...and i'm utterly helpless because of it...
i surrender completely.

salamat

our hardships paid off!!! salamat kay kuya Jesus! siya ang inspirasyon namin!

~~~
there's this person i admire so much that he makes me want to be a better person, to strive more for the people i love! He lives as Jesus had and it has been a great struggle for him! nonetheless, his love has not wavered! He lives to serve and not to be served. He could have so much, but would rather have less if having less would let him focus on what he really values: fellowship and love.

i hope more people would be like him.

~~~
i thank him for he trusts me, just as God has trusted me with His mission of love. Lord help me be worthy of that trust!

where is my lite alternative? T____T

they changed klite to heart1035...and they !$@%#@!
sorry tlga...pero klite just keeps me sane when i'm late for school or sleeping late or cramming for a project or when i'm dressing up for an event. now klite is gone!

heart1035 is just a combination of jam, magic, and wave and it's a bad mix.
klite was one of a kind! arggghhh!!! no other station plays quality old school stuff!

PLEASE BRING KLITE BACK!!!

bakasyon!!!!!!

I'm so tired and I just want to sleep and dream or whatever...
just have nothing to worry about.

sana bakasyon na!!!!!!!!!!!!

sleeping to dream about you

you were never there,
but i saw you today.

thank you for smiling.

~~~
i'm just dreaming....

back to reality....
hahahay...

ps: sabi ni sir den sa psych101, normal ang behavior na ganito...
ahahaha...hindi ako weird

i know that when i rest my head against my pillow,
i'd fall asleep immediately...

i just don't want to sleep yet...
this is one of the days i don't want to let go of...

...for no reason at all

barya lang po sa umaga

watch 'barya lang po sa umaga" alongside 'old apologies' and the 'misspelling of miss gem'!!!
a production from Koine Theater Foundation
showdates are feb 9, 10, 16, 17 ^^,
P200 , Maryhill School of Theology
Gilmore St. cor 14th St. (past Christ the King)

txt me for reservations!
nuod kayo, maganda toh! and it's for a good cause!
Proceeds will help build a school for talented scholars!

guessing is falling

I keep telling myself to stop
Just let the leaf fall
On its own time
After he pushes you.

No way to be sure,
Never would be sure.
You guess.

When you feel most of the weight,
Don't jump,
Fall.
Just fall.

You gain speed,
And you embrace it,
So much so that you're beaten
By that which keeps you from crashing.

You don't really know,
Never would know,
No self-affirmation
You guess.

You forget how to listen,
Listen to silence,
Silence your thoughts,
Let him sing for you.

Time closes in on you.
What do you do?
You guess.

You wonder if there are no shadows,
Or if you just can't see them,
For nothing's near, nothing's far.

How'd you know how to move?
What to say?
What to look for?
And why?

You fall.
Just fall.

pangangatwiran

i can fix this.
i think.

i made a big mistake...

i'm strong enough to survive.
i've done it before.

i should have thought things through...

i did what i knew was right

there was another way...

there was no other way.

i failed...

no regrets.

i failed in losing you...
now i'm losing everything

i have to lose!

just like...

...a splendid love song!


sa wakas meron na ko nito!

telepono

telepono
sugarfree

Natatandaan mo ba kagabi
Apat na oras tayong nagbabad sa telepono
Inabutan na tayo ng umaga no'n
Ngunit bakit ngayon, malamig ka bigla
Magdamag na sa tabi mo, wala man lang "hello"

Hello, hello, hello
Naririnig mo pa ba ako?
Kung wala na tayo sa telepono
'Pag nandito na tayo sa tunay na mundo
Hello, 'di na kita naiintindihan
Malabo na ba ang linya sa ating dalawa
Hello, gising ka pa kaya?
Hello, nahihilo na ako sa 'yo

Tuwing gabi 'pag nagriring ang telepono
Ikaw ang naiisip ko
Tumawag ka, tumawag ka
O, please tumawag ka naman
Dahil kailangan lang marinig ang boses mo

O, ngayong gabi, managinip
Managinip ulit tayo sa sarili nating mundo

binili ako ni mama telepono, (iyong may tatak tlga...
hindi yung sa tiangge).
nasira kasi yung phone ko sa kwarto na binigay sa kin ni ate.
masaya ako. kaso nde ko na ata magagamit iyon masyado.
maghahanap ako kaphonepal! jok!

nahawa ako sa kaniya

nawawala ako!!!!
waaaaaaaaaaa.................

tpos nawala cellphone ng dalawa kong closest friends!
hindi pa natuloy ung balak ko this weekend....sayang!
oh well! pero masaya pa rin naman!
ung kids namin sa san mats kahit makulet mapagmahal naman!
super hyper nila!
sabi pa ni kuya machoo, simulan namin sa laro na nakakapagod, para pag discussion na hindi na sila masyadong hyper kasi pagod na sila. ahahah! try ko next time! papatalunin ko sila 30x or sumthing. ay ewan.
gusto ko ulet maging bata!

tsaka 1st ko kanina maglunch sa som mall...la lng...may blue lemonade dun

~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~
random thoughts:
sana pala gumaling na si kris!
hindi natuloy ang pyro olympics lakad namin ni marv...nadisappoint ako!
libre un eh.
sana maging friends pa kami ni nana
kelangan makipagbond kay denise at flores
may nakapost sa pintuan ng kwarto ng pamangkin ko: "bawal ang panget dito!" (bakit feeling ko para sa kin yun?)

edit: tinago ni Kris G ang cel ni Marv kaya hindi pala nawawala
at epal tlga ako!

nahawa ako sa kanya...badtrip!

mango juice

I'm drinking genuine mango shake! (iyung purong mangga! walang asukal o kung anuman!)
panahon na ng mangga! bwahahah!

~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~__~_~_~__~_~

I hate Januaries! nakakanostalgia.
Usually the knowledge that the new year has come just sinks in when february comes.
January is just a dreadful month when I'd have to go to school again, and I would have to leave security behind. I miss 2006. If I could go back, I would.

But perhaps, come january 2008 I'd feel exactly the same about 2007. I don't know.
I just hate time especially because it doesn't seem to agree with me, hence I'm always late in all my classes! And somehow I feel like time is taking away my past.

I don't want to forget. I hate forgetful people (like me). A memory forgotten is a friend abandoned.
When friends forget how close they were, they lose against time and let it put a distance between them. Time never gives me enough chance to appreciate.

Just pause to that scene when they first met, or when they first laughed together.

PS: come february I'll forget my nostalgia and look forward. Give me this time to rant on about losing 2006 and the chances that went with her.

no regrets? no regrets!

ang sarap ng mangga!
oh and seasons come and go nga naman.
time also brings hope and lots of memories to store!

wish

may nakita akong shooting star kanina! nan dun ako sa may soccer field, sa may benches sa lover's lane tpos biglang pooff!!!! SHOOTING STAR! astig tlga! kaso ambilis!
tpos iniisip ko kung anu magandang iwish....
wala ako maisip na maganda...para pa ata sa POS 53 paper nawish ko...

after nun biglang nagka-urge akong magtext ng kung sino para ishare iyon....just to share it with someone....anyone....
tpos alam ko na! sabi ko agad, bago pa tuluyang mawala ung bisa nung shooting star...i wished:
"sana the next time i see a shooting star, there'd be someone to share it with"

awwwww.....sapul!

labo

POS 53 mode ulet!