coping

paeng_160 (9/7/2008 10:00:35 PM): you know, it's nice to look at pictures
paeng_160 (9/7/2008 10:00:38 PM): and memories
paeng_160 (9/7/2008 10:00:44 PM): and it's also sad
marv (9/7/2008 10:00:48 PM):(
paeng_160 (9/7/2008 10:00:49 PM): makes you want to go back
paeng_160 (9/7/2008 10:00:54 PM): but you just can't
paeng_160 (9/7/2008 10:01:03 PM): and you hate yourself for doing some of the things you did
paeng_160 (9/7/2008 10:01:10 PM): but tehy're there
paeng_160 (9/7/2008 10:01:26 PM): forever written in your brain...
paeng_160 (9/7/2008 10:01:33 PM): memories just swimming around your brain
paeng_160 (9/7/2008 10:01:42 PM): regrets
paeng_160 (9/7/2008 10:01:55 PM): i hate movies
paeng_160 (9/7/2008 10:02:31 PM): makes you believe life is a sequence of events
paeng_160 (9/7/2008 10:02:41 PM): but life is just this one big mess
paeng_160 (9/7/2008 10:03:19 PM): nothing clear about it...it's just one big mess
paeng_160 (9/7/2008 10:03:30 PM): and you just drown in everything
paeng_160 (9/7/2008 10:03:36 PM): i wish i could undo certain things
paeng_160 (9/7/2008 10:04:01 PM): like you...i hope i can undo you...i hope i can undo a lot of things...but may be these are how things should be...
paeng_160 (9/7/2008 10:04:16 PM): that may be God wants this to happen
paeng_160 (9/7/2008 10:04:33 PM): may be this is what should happen
paeng_160 (9/7/2008 10:04:52 PM): and that regrest are nothing more than stupid thoughts of an alternative universe
paeng_160 (9/7/2008 10:05:00 PM): may be
paeng_160 (9/7/2008 10:05:07 PM): what ifs are stupid you know
paeng_160 (9/7/2008 10:05:20 PM): but how they could overwhelm us all
paeng_160 (9/7/2008 10:05:38 PM): i hate myself for being overwhelmed by them
paeng_160 (9/7/2008 10:06:29 PM): i hope i didnt go there, that i was just from another place...that i was in an accident, that i was not there
paeng_160 (9/7/2008 10:06:41 PM): that i didnt go back
paeng_160 (9/7/2008 10:06:54 PM): that i didnt meddle with things
paeng_160 (9/7/2008 10:07:14 PM): that i wasnt involved...or that i just didnt care...
paeng_160 (9/7/2008 10:07:19 PM): that oi wasnt too proud
paeng_160 (9/7/2008 10:07:25 PM): that i just didnt interfere
paeng_160 (9/7/2008 10:07:39 PM): but may be, just may be it was all good that way
paeng_160 (9/7/2008 10:07:43 PM): cause now we know
paeng_160 (9/7/2008 10:07:58 PM): now we know what the problem is
paeng_160 (9/7/2008 10:08:03 PM): and we were in the best place
paeng_160 (9/7/2008 10:08:16 PM): best place to fix it