i'm currently listening to 'spring awakening' OST! it's really nice! it's the best Broadway musical of the year but the tracks are mostly rock songs so no hight pitched opera singer here, much like pop rock and alternative meets a tinge of emo...probably cause the music was by duncan sheik, which means many of the songs are quite sad and emotional.
the story revolves around adolescence and the passion and pains we teenagers undergo. it's all about "teenage discovery"
mejo parang rent siya, pero may certain flavor siya na iba eh, parang....parang mas malakas ung feelings of repression niya kasi unlike rent na liberated at mas may voice given the context of the story, dito may silence sa likod ng kanta....ewan...baka guniguni ko lng un. weird nga eh, kasi rock songs were used in a story situated in a time when rock n roll didn't exist yet, yet still tama lng naman, kasi the characters in the story shouts! may rebellion na nagpaparallel sa kanta....
wala lng...gusto ko lng ishare...
feel ko critic ako...ahahha
Saturday, February 24, 2007
late pa rin!?
ang aga ko nagising! SUPER!!!!!!!!! as in abnormal para sakin!
kasi kapag may pasok...umaalis na dapat ako ng 6am, pero sa katotohanan nasa kama pa ako nun...gumugulong at naghahanap ng masarap na pwesto...
pero Ngayon! 4am gising na ko!!!!!!! waaaa.....kasi....may gusto akong puntahan...at subconsciously nagising ako ng maaga para makapunta dun....
pero nde na ko makakapunta...kasi late pa rin ako para dun...kala ko 530am, 5am pala ang alis...(wuhuhuhu!!!) magnanational museum nlng ako...kaso gusto ko rin magsanmats...kakatamad magmuseum! tsaka miss ko na kids namin! hay...pero sa totoo lng, ang pinakakailangan ko tlga gawin ung museum, kaso kakatamad tlga...so sad.
kasi kapag may pasok...umaalis na dapat ako ng 6am, pero sa katotohanan nasa kama pa ako nun...gumugulong at naghahanap ng masarap na pwesto...
pero Ngayon! 4am gising na ko!!!!!!! waaaa.....kasi....may gusto akong puntahan...at subconsciously nagising ako ng maaga para makapunta dun....
pero nde na ko makakapunta...kasi late pa rin ako para dun...kala ko 530am, 5am pala ang alis...(wuhuhuhu!!!) magnanational museum nlng ako...kaso gusto ko rin magsanmats...kakatamad magmuseum! tsaka miss ko na kids namin! hay...pero sa totoo lng, ang pinakakailangan ko tlga gawin ung museum, kaso kakatamad tlga...so sad.
Thursday, February 22, 2007
Save as
William Blake - Auguries of Innocence
To see a world in a grain of sand
And a heaven in a wild flower,
Hold infinity in the palm of your hand
And eternity in an hour.
A robin redbreast in a cage
Puts all Heaven in a rage.
A dove house fill'd with doves and pigeons
Shudders Hell thro' all its regions.
A dog starv'd at his master's gate
Predicts the ruin of the state...
To see a world in a grain of sand
And a heaven in a wild flower,
Hold infinity in the palm of your hand
And eternity in an hour.
A robin redbreast in a cage
Puts all Heaven in a rage.
A dove house fill'd with doves and pigeons
Shudders Hell thro' all its regions.
A dog starv'd at his master's gate
Predicts the ruin of the state...
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
broken
i hate it when people expect me to save them...
i'm broken too... masama bang ako naman ang maghanap ng sasagip sakin?
ely mode! bwahahaha T_T
i'm not your savior... even if i wanted to save you, i couldn't,
i could only help you save yourself.
you expect so much from me i feel like i'm going to break even more...
stop breaking me
maglalaro nlng ako solitaire
i'm broken too... masama bang ako naman ang maghanap ng sasagip sakin?
ely mode! bwahahaha T_T
i'm not your savior... even if i wanted to save you, i couldn't,
i could only help you save yourself.
you expect so much from me i feel like i'm going to break even more...
stop breaking me
maglalaro nlng ako solitaire
to cut or not to cut
may papanuorin kami bukas ni marvs at nakabili na siya ng tickets...
kaso may make up class kami bukas ng 6-9pm...
to cut or not to cut...???? >_<
kaso may make up class kami bukas ng 6-9pm...
to cut or not to cut...???? >_<
Saturday, February 17, 2007
hopes that closing time would not come
they ride in this car,
she recalls what just happened...
she smiles
morning will not wake her up
She'd sleep in public places
hoping to catch as much sleep as she can
so she could stay awake for that moment.
and so as she sleep after tonight
her dream she hopes would not change by dawn
it would be played over and over
as she lives.
she recalls what just happened...
she smiles
morning will not wake her up
She'd sleep in public places
hoping to catch as much sleep as she can
so she could stay awake for that moment.
and so as she sleep after tonight
her dream she hopes would not change by dawn
it would be played over and over
as she lives.
she hopes that closing time would not come
I juts regained my dignity...!!! bwahaha....pero syempre hindi dapat mahalaga un...jokjokjok lng...paranoid ako eh....at obviuosly malabo rin ako
~~~
tonight's our last show (>_<,) and I am so happy!!!!!!!!!
but im really sad at the same time...the people there have been great and they all are really good people. doing it became so meaningful. we were a fellowship more than a cast. And of course no one can put this all together but the kindhearted and selfless direk who never gets tired of helping others. I pray that people appreciate what he is doing and join the mission: it has been a fulfilling and meaningful mission, but nonetheless it is a very hard mission, if not the hardest one. To be able to ultimately succeed, we need more people serving and following Christ.
Somehow I am not sure if I could offer my whole self, but I hope to try. It would take so much effort for I could be so weak, selfish and materialistic at times.
we can do this!
~~~
ang saya saya! I have a cd of DC Talk which direk gave to me just earlier! I feel so privileged! I thought that I was afraid before, but now I realize I respect and idolize him more than anything else. He lives in Christ and that makes him one of the best disciples I know.
ps. and he also gave me a copy of matt nathanson....at angganda ng mga kanta! waaa...
~~~
tonight's our last show (>_<,) and I am so happy!!!!!!!!!
but im really sad at the same time...the people there have been great and they all are really good people. doing it became so meaningful. we were a fellowship more than a cast. And of course no one can put this all together but the kindhearted and selfless direk who never gets tired of helping others. I pray that people appreciate what he is doing and join the mission: it has been a fulfilling and meaningful mission, but nonetheless it is a very hard mission, if not the hardest one. To be able to ultimately succeed, we need more people serving and following Christ.
Somehow I am not sure if I could offer my whole self, but I hope to try. It would take so much effort for I could be so weak, selfish and materialistic at times.
we can do this!
~~~
ang saya saya! I have a cd of DC Talk which direk gave to me just earlier! I feel so privileged! I thought that I was afraid before, but now I realize I respect and idolize him more than anything else. He lives in Christ and that makes him one of the best disciples I know.
ps. and he also gave me a copy of matt nathanson....at angganda ng mga kanta! waaa...
Thursday, February 15, 2007
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
wala lng...
happy valentine's day!
masaya ako kasi masaya naman ang araw kahit hindi gaanong exciting! may mga nalaman ako...pero mejo malabo pa sila...
tpos ininvite ako ni direk magvolunteer para sa band theory sa summer!!! ASTEEGG!!!
at prayer ko na sana wag mangyari ung kinakatakutan ko...hay...
Godbless palagi!
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
linggo ng pagbabago
there's a lot of things that happened to this week!
time just seems to fly and takes me by surprise... I feel lucky and blessed because of so many things:
1. I'm officially head over heels in love with Koine, not that I wasn't before, it's just that when I'm alone I can't help but think of ways to give more of myself to the mission, and when I'm with my friends I can't stop talking about how kind and selfless direk is. I hope this love sustains me and my body... and I hope my inhibitions do not overpower me.
2. I got in the Acil council which is both scary and exciting at the same time. I'm still having doubts if I deserve it, I hope I do. And I really hope that I do this well, it's really important for me. And I really hope to give my heart to this...Lord help me!!!
3. I passed Spanish supertest...which I really thought I would fail, and surprisingly, I got a good grade...^^,
4. I got a b+/a for my orals in POS61=RC. can I just say that this is SO COOL! tnxtnxtnxtnx po talaga!
5. Friends and family family! Nagchat kami ni ate ruselle nung nakaraang araw. At i was able to chat with old friends, at nakakatuwa talaga!
6. Direk gave me a cd of Matt nathanson and I love his songs
things that are not quite good but nonetheless are part of my life
1. theo test....fate=faith?
2. One of my best friends will undergo an operation.
3. CD burner is not working
4. My friends might make the same mistake I made before, hope they don't... hope I'm wrong...
5. may gf na ata pseudocrush ko....hmph...
6. Some of my closest friends can't watch my play...for certain reasons...T_T
7. nde pa rin kami nagkikita ni nicosai, at may sakit ata sya ngaun.
8. nag away si kris at reniel.
Hay...all in all, masaya naman ang buhay.... I feel like my life is meaningful, especially because of Koine and Acil and the people who trust me.
~~~
Now I pray that everyone gets to be loved and trusted...
not just because it's valentine's, but because we are created because and for love.
Happy Valentine's day! < advance >
ps: sana gumaling si nicosai at makapanuod siya
time just seems to fly and takes me by surprise... I feel lucky and blessed because of so many things:
1. I'm officially head over heels in love with Koine, not that I wasn't before, it's just that when I'm alone I can't help but think of ways to give more of myself to the mission, and when I'm with my friends I can't stop talking about how kind and selfless direk is. I hope this love sustains me and my body... and I hope my inhibitions do not overpower me.
2. I got in the Acil council which is both scary and exciting at the same time. I'm still having doubts if I deserve it, I hope I do. And I really hope that I do this well, it's really important for me. And I really hope to give my heart to this...Lord help me!!!
3. I passed Spanish supertest...which I really thought I would fail, and surprisingly, I got a good grade...^^,
4. I got a b+/a for my orals in POS61=RC. can I just say that this is SO COOL! tnxtnxtnxtnx po talaga!
5. Friends and family family! Nagchat kami ni ate ruselle nung nakaraang araw. At i was able to chat with old friends, at nakakatuwa talaga!
6. Direk gave me a cd of Matt nathanson and I love his songs
things that are not quite good but nonetheless are part of my life
1. theo test....fate=faith?
2. One of my best friends will undergo an operation.
3. CD burner is not working
4. My friends might make the same mistake I made before, hope they don't... hope I'm wrong...
5. may gf na ata pseudocrush ko....hmph...
6. Some of my closest friends can't watch my play...for certain reasons...T_T
7. nde pa rin kami nagkikita ni nicosai, at may sakit ata sya ngaun.
8. nag away si kris at reniel.
Hay...all in all, masaya naman ang buhay.... I feel like my life is meaningful, especially because of Koine and Acil and the people who trust me.
~~~
Now I pray that everyone gets to be loved and trusted...
not just because it's valentine's, but because we are created because and for love.
Happy Valentine's day! < advance >
ps: sana gumaling si nicosai at makapanuod siya
Sunday, February 11, 2007
nakakaewan
ang tagal nating nag-usap, nahinog na tuloy ung manggang hilaw ko!
bwahahah! nde naman tlga...nakakatuwa lang isipin
>_< <<< crosses my fingers so that you all would come!
bwahahah! nde naman tlga...nakakatuwa lang isipin
>_< <<< crosses my fingers so that you all would come!
barya
tapos na ang first week ng play namin!
at super napapagod ako....pero never have i been so fulfilled, knowing why i am doing this.
The people there pushes me to be more, serve more.
I'm pulled so strongly by Koine's mission that I keep thinking this is what I want to do.
Direk's trust helped me trust myself.
And thanx to kuya Mark's advice I keep telling myself: "Not me, but You!", trying to make sure my selfishness would not get in the way.
Puno lang ako ng gratitude ngayon. I feel so blessed just by being part of this and being able to help in any small way that i could.
~~~
hinawaan ata ako ni burn ng sipon...
sana maging successful po ulet kami this week, for You Lord, not for us.
~~~
masunget si marvin...kakagising lang...
at super napapagod ako....pero never have i been so fulfilled, knowing why i am doing this.
The people there pushes me to be more, serve more.
I'm pulled so strongly by Koine's mission that I keep thinking this is what I want to do.
Direk's trust helped me trust myself.
And thanx to kuya Mark's advice I keep telling myself: "Not me, but You!", trying to make sure my selfishness would not get in the way.
Puno lang ako ng gratitude ngayon. I feel so blessed just by being part of this and being able to help in any small way that i could.
~~~
hinawaan ata ako ni burn ng sipon...
sana maging successful po ulet kami this week, for You Lord, not for us.
~~~
masunget si marvin...kakagising lang...
never have i been so in love with life and humanity
i want to immortalize this moment when i know for certain that i have done something greater than myself. Nothing beats that feeling when you're just so tired that you can sleep standing in the lrt or in a bug infested bus, yet still know that you'd never get tired of being tired for those you love.
this feeling rarely comes...and i'm utterly helpless because of it...
i surrender completely.
this feeling rarely comes...and i'm utterly helpless because of it...
i surrender completely.
Saturday, February 10, 2007
salamat
our hardships paid off!!! salamat kay kuya Jesus! siya ang inspirasyon namin!
~~~
there's this person i admire so much that he makes me want to be a better person, to strive more for the people i love! He lives as Jesus had and it has been a great struggle for him! nonetheless, his love has not wavered! He lives to serve and not to be served. He could have so much, but would rather have less if having less would let him focus on what he really values: fellowship and love.
i hope more people would be like him.
~~~
i thank him for he trusts me, just as God has trusted me with His mission of love. Lord help me be worthy of that trust!
~~~
there's this person i admire so much that he makes me want to be a better person, to strive more for the people i love! He lives as Jesus had and it has been a great struggle for him! nonetheless, his love has not wavered! He lives to serve and not to be served. He could have so much, but would rather have less if having less would let him focus on what he really values: fellowship and love.
i hope more people would be like him.
~~~
i thank him for he trusts me, just as God has trusted me with His mission of love. Lord help me be worthy of that trust!
Sunday, February 04, 2007
where is my lite alternative? T____T
they changed klite to heart1035...and they !$@%#@!
sorry tlga...pero klite just keeps me sane when i'm late for school or sleeping late or cramming for a project or when i'm dressing up for an event. now klite is gone!
heart1035 is just a combination of jam, magic, and wave and it's a bad mix.
klite was one of a kind! arggghhh!!! no other station plays quality old school stuff!
PLEASE BRING KLITE BACK!!!
sorry tlga...pero klite just keeps me sane when i'm late for school or sleeping late or cramming for a project or when i'm dressing up for an event. now klite is gone!
heart1035 is just a combination of jam, magic, and wave and it's a bad mix.
klite was one of a kind! arggghhh!!! no other station plays quality old school stuff!
PLEASE BRING KLITE BACK!!!
Saturday, February 03, 2007
bakasyon!!!!!!
I'm so tired and I just want to sleep and dream or whatever...
just have nothing to worry about.
sana bakasyon na!!!!!!!!!!!!
just have nothing to worry about.
sana bakasyon na!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, February 02, 2007
sleeping to dream about you
you were never there,
but i saw you today.
thank you for smiling.
~~~
i'm just dreaming....
back to reality....
hahahay...
ps: sabi ni sir den sa psych101, normal ang behavior na ganito...
ahahaha...hindi ako weird
but i saw you today.
thank you for smiling.
~~~
i'm just dreaming....
back to reality....
hahahay...
ps: sabi ni sir den sa psych101, normal ang behavior na ganito...
ahahaha...hindi ako weird
barya lang po sa umaga
watch 'barya lang po sa umaga" alongside 'old apologies' and the 'misspelling of miss gem'!!!
a production from Koine Theater Foundation
showdates are feb 9, 10, 16, 17 ^^,
P200 , Maryhill School of Theology
Gilmore St. cor 14th St. (past Christ the King)
txt me for reservations!
nuod kayo, maganda toh! and it's for a good cause!
Proceeds will help build a school for talented scholars!
a production from Koine Theater Foundation
showdates are feb 9, 10, 16, 17 ^^,
P200 , Maryhill School of Theology
Gilmore St. cor 14th St. (past Christ the King)
txt me for reservations!
nuod kayo, maganda toh! and it's for a good cause!
Proceeds will help build a school for talented scholars!
Thursday, February 01, 2007
guessing is falling
I keep telling myself to stop
Just let the leaf fall
On its own time
After he pushes you.
No way to be sure,
Never would be sure.
You guess.
When you feel most of the weight,
Don't jump,
Fall.
Just fall.
You gain speed,
And you embrace it,
So much so that you're beaten
By that which keeps you from crashing.
You don't really know,
Never would know,
No self-affirmation
You guess.
You forget how to listen,
Listen to silence,
Silence your thoughts,
Let him sing for you.
Time closes in on you.
What do you do?
You guess.
You wonder if there are no shadows,
Or if you just can't see them,
For nothing's near, nothing's far.
How'd you know how to move?
What to say?
What to look for?
And why?
You fall.
Just fall.
Just let the leaf fall
On its own time
After he pushes you.
No way to be sure,
Never would be sure.
You guess.
When you feel most of the weight,
Don't jump,
Fall.
Just fall.
You gain speed,
And you embrace it,
So much so that you're beaten
By that which keeps you from crashing.
You don't really know,
Never would know,
No self-affirmation
You guess.
You forget how to listen,
Listen to silence,
Silence your thoughts,
Let him sing for you.
Time closes in on you.
What do you do?
You guess.
You wonder if there are no shadows,
Or if you just can't see them,
For nothing's near, nothing's far.
How'd you know how to move?
What to say?
What to look for?
And why?
You fall.
Just fall.
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